Restarting

So I started a blog because I needed to vent. I, then, stopped blogging because I felt a little corny revealing my feelings to randomly no one. However, I have to express myself some how or it will all blow up. So I have decided to restart my blog.

This week it is especially necessary because Jake is leaving on Friday for 2 weeks for work. Normally, I would fully embrace the time alone with Krystian and Aydyn. However, I start work again on Monday, August 9th. So, I will be a single mother with a full time job for 2 weeks. I am praying that I have the strength to do it for 2 weeks. My mom did it for 9 years or more. She even moved out of state away from family. I have family 5 minutes away in each direction. I am very thankful for my family without them, especially my mom and dad who help so much with the boys, I couldn't do everything I do.

Jake only had to work 2 days this week, Sunday and Tuesday. Even better, he closed those days so I had him during the day. We have spent the other days so far as a family or mostly as a family. Aydyn started daycare last week part time (3 days a week & goes full time on the 9th). Monday and today are without Aydyn, but it gives Krystian some much needed Mommy and Daddy time.

So anyway, I am restarting one of the most stressful periods of my life. Hopefully, it will help keep me sane.